there’s alot of things
happening right now
little things
she opened the bathroom window
it smells like bananas
it got dusty
she keeps playing those protests videos out loud
I hate them
she gave me a little spoon
everything is bugging me
I want to explode and list everything out
that I’m annoyed at
but it’s not her
it’s me acting up
on edge
anxious
disappointed
that I slept through my problems
ran away
I’m hating everything right now
but help me be at peace
things will pass through
I just have to hold it in
be patient
calm
it’ll be okay