blind date
two choices
chose this
building room 723
not 724
inside door
lobby
right room full of men
two asian
looking for Daryl Log
the boss
room on the right
opened the door
told me to wait
and shut the door
a few minutes
opened again
old, mid thirties
10 years older
white
not asian
enter room
office
showed me two envelopes
plane tickets
going on a trip
to orange county
sugar daddy
started drawing on white board
something about the election
that there was a problem
people assuming the second coming of jesus
hyun bin
he drew pretty well

and then I woke up
and had thoughts of having
a sugar daddy
10 years older than me
and I was not content
lying there
letting him do what he wanted to my body
4:30 am