he said I could do whatever I want
so I did
and created a cmb profile

put up my best and most prized-possessioned pictures
that I showed to him
because why not

got two matches so far
a few compliments about my smile
I really like my smile too,
thank you.
and I’ve come to realize that.
I’m also very cute
😔✌️✌️

anyways
first chat with Tim
felt like I got shot
with a cupid’s arrow.
not really lovestruck
but it was a very fast-paced conversation

knows about my virginity already
and sexual need..????
HUH???
asked to meet up with me
within the first 5 minutes of texting
WHAT???????

and then encouraged me to
not go out if I’m not comfortable
also do lose my virginity
on my own terms
I’m still young and beautiful he said
cute
worth the chat
even said to call him
I’m like ??????

anyways
don’t think it ended very well
he knows I’m an overthinker now
even without me saying so

I like his face tho
and straight-forwardness
kinda can’t stop thinking about him
if I text him again
would that be weird?
see I’m overthinking again.

obviously we’re not looking for the same things
he wants casual dating, fwb
I don’t.
is that the end of our conversation then?

and what’s up with
29 year olds that have no commitment
maybe I’ll find out
once I’m 29.